Stop

I need to stop. The past few weeks have been fucking hectic to say the least. I should go see a doctor. My ear is swollen. My throat is bleeding. And at the moment I'm just pouring brandy down it to lull the infection or whatever it is growing down there. I've been going hard almost every night. I should really just chill the fuck out. My heart almost stopped the other day. I woke up on the couch, heart pounding, went to get a water, lost vision, and almost passed out to an erratic heartbeat. I should see a doctor for that too. Oh wait, I don't have any health insurance. Rad. All right scratch all that. Let's just keep going until we die.