Everything Is Borrowed

This is my hour, I’m never going to bed. The sky is still black, but begs to be red. I just put my book down, but it begs to be read I’m not nod, I’m not napper, never rest my head. Some days I feel I’m getting smaller and smaller, but some nights, I seem to grow taller and taller. And we keep shrinkin’ and shrinkin’ but this will not finish. You’re never nothing, if you didn’t disappear. Just when I discovered the meaning of life, they change it. Just when I’m loving life, it seems to start raining. I pulled the sail safe switch, sea sail and I’m into the stars. I love the rain out my skies. The sky’s now red, my eyes reflect jets. Smiling at this blessing, this life is the best. I came to this world with nothing and I leave with nothing but love everything else is just borrowed I want to notice chances I’ve passed without notice I want to see details previously veiled. I want to grab that chance, carry it home so I can marry and know That I noticed every chance that I could have passed without notice I saw details that to all were veiled. And I grabbed those chances, carried them home and then I’ll have had it with roaming I came to this world with nothing and I leave with nothing but love everything else is just borrowed I want to speak every cliche but tweak if i’ve seen change in new way it could be said. If it’s bleak, or if the week’s leaking down the street or if any days wasted I want to face facts. My time on this earth is my only penny, wise is the gent counting every moment spent. I don’t want to explain things, don’t wanna fill in the gaps, I want to look at my friends and in that minute be at(?). Memories are times we borrow for spending tomorrow. Memories are times we borrow for spending tomorrow. I came to this world with nothing and I leave with nothing but love everything else is just borrowed If spit like luck, you can only seem, to borrow it, you can’t keep it. When the wind of change whistles into play will I blink or flinch away? The wind of change won’t whistle me away if I spin my tails and sail. And sail away, let yesterday become today. I came to this world with nothing and i leave with nothing but love everything else is just borrowed As time will say, nothing but I told you so Memories are times we borrow for spending tomorrow.

Still In Here...

been away for awhile... got a new laptop, got into school again, been working a lot again, ileana came back,,, again. so, laptop= rad, school= much easier than before, work= hotter with more money, ileana= a different trip but a good one. h0me life, need to leave this home life. money is accruing, time is passing, we'll get there, sooner or later we'll get there... excuse me for a moment, i must gather more ice and bourbon.......


as you can see, i've found the bourbon, heaven hill that is, guaranteed 'old sytle bourbon' it only took ten dollars at 750 mL to find that out for sure. well christ, i really don't have much to say here, i just kinda looked at my blog here and realized i haven't posted something in two weeks and felt like i should have gone on and said something. so i sit here, bourbon in hand, cigarette in tow. by the way, i sit outside by the dock now due the portability of this here laptop i've done acquired. which is nicer, compared to that shit ass laundry room i used to sit in. which reminds me; why am i still here, i don't really like it here. hell i would've left by now, but i want to do it right, i want at least ten grand. which by my calculations will take until the begining of january to accomplish, or unless someone wants to just give it to me; any takers? 16 weeks from now that is, i'll be back in the land of no clouds-- BREAK[comshutdown]-- this new bloggersite is kinda cool, my battery phased out and my lappy shutdown, yet it saved all this nonsense i just wrote, may have lost the last few sentences, but i can't remember. so, out soon, yet not soon enough, talk about a state that really sucks it out of you. NJ peeps are miserable, so are the portland peeps, but at least they pretend they're not. well folks, someday... someday... someday soon i hope.